I drew this pict last night, just rough sketch. dunno why my feeling is so bad. and then today I paint it with photoshop in about 2 hours using standard brush tool and eraser tool. sigh... last nigh I'm so worried about U. we have a same habit. our heart is full in pain but our lips always smile all of day. I dunno, that is bad habit or good habit? its fine if we did it to make all people arround us happy together. but, I don't want U hurt U'r self with that. I received thats hurt, its OK, thats enough. only me, not U. coz i want u to smile every day. not just 'lips smile', but also 'heart smile'